How could I ve let things get so far gone?
I never figured it would come to this.
The caution signs were there,
I just ignored them all, now
I m a fucking wreck and it s all my fault.
If I could say just one last thing, it would be thank you,
and now I finally see the person that
I want to be. I had made a grave mistake, misprioritized. Hindsight afforded me
a look into myself. Didn t act the way I should, now I m on my last nerve,
If I had another chance I d give what you deserve. You deserve more.
I ve fucked up everything, like humanitarian intervention. I tear myself apart
like schizophrenic hallucinations. So now I m out here on my own,
and I am on the run. It s time to rethink who I am, and what I should have
done. I ve made mistakes, I ll learn from them. I hope one day you can forgive,
I won t forget.