I’ve come to my senses
That I’ve become senseless
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way
So I sit and wait and wonder
«Does anyone else feel like me?»
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems
I’ll sing along
Yeah with every emergency
Just sing along
I’m the king of catastrophies
I’m so far gone
That deep down inside I think it’s fine by me
I’m my own worst enemy
I could be an expert on co-dependency
I could write the best book on underage tragedy
I’ve been spending my time at the local liquor store
I’ve been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor
So I sit and wait and wonder
«Does anyone else feel like me?»
I’m so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy
Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day
Self deprication seems okay
I never thought I’d make it anyway
I’m my own worst enemy