I wore all black today
Sunglasses on my face
I tried to hid the pain
I apologized to your family
Laid the flowers on your grave as I walked away
I see you in my dreams at least a few times a week
And I still laugh and reminisce about all the memories we’ve made
Some of the best times of my life were all thanks to you
A true friend that I wasn’t ready to lose
Today is your birthday
And there’s nothing left to celebrate
Almost a whole year since you passed away
And I hope you’re looking out for me
And on that night you fell asleep just a little too soon
They found you in your car right outside your motel room
And this time it was just a little too much abuse