I keep talking to myself
As if there’s no one else around
All those pretty pills can’t help me
Find what can’t be found
Everything went as planned
I’ll give up, my mind will bend
You can leave me behind
You know I won’t mind
I swallow tears with a happy smile
There’s little time to reconcile
Can’t run away, I fall apart
It cannot end, it stops my heart
I swallow tears with a happy smile
And all I know is that you
Can’t help me, can’t help me
I keep staring at the ceiling
Though I know that it looks bad
Tired of old familiar feeling
Fighting voices in my head
I keep running from my conscience
With no special place to hide
I’m so tired of reminding
Myself of what’s right
Everything went as planned
I’ll give up, my mind will bend
You can leave me behind
You know I don’t mind
I swallow tears with a happy smile
There’s little time to reconcile
Can’t run away, I fall apart
It cannot end, it stops my heart
I swallow tears with a happy smile
And all I know is that you
Can’t help me, can’t help me
I swallow tears with a happy smile
There’s little time to reconcile
Can’t run away, I fall apart
It cannot end, it stops my heart
I swallow tears with a happy smile
And all I know is that you
Can’t help me, can’t help me