Getting to grips with losing control
There are some things that I think you should know
That all the scars that I can’t help but show
Are like hands that grip tightly around my throat
And I’m still picking apart that winter night we found ourselves falling out of
love
Piecing together all the words you said that I can’t quite remember
It keeps playing over and over and over in my head
I think you should hear this one last time
Even though you’ll never listen
I still count every step to where you used to be
While I carry this weight you’ve given me
I still count every step to where you used to be
Each step I take runs through my bones
I want you to know that I’m trying
I know I don’t want to see you but I can’t help myself
I keep trying to say goodbye
I can’t find the words
For what it’s now worth
I wish I’d never met you
I’ve tried to say goodbye, so many fucking times
But those years are always on my mind
Loved this song ever since I first heard it when it came out, screamed at the top of my lungs when you guys played a show here - never thought the lyrics would become truth to me years later.
This came out when I was 21. I remember hearing it as soon as it came out, it resonated so well at the time with everything I was and where I was. I have come so much further in life than then. If I could just tell my past self that everything will be alright.
has changed mine and many others ,can you make something like this ? i dont think so , it´s easy to be a judge ,believe me it´s the easiest thing , if you don´t like it why bother other people ?