I awoke only to find my lungs empty,
And through the night, so it seems I'm not breathing.
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be,
And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down.
And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me,
Such as living with the uncertainities
They'll never find the words to say which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead,
But now it's like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be, this misery will suffice.
I've become a simple souvenir of someone's kill
And like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul, as if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead,
But now it's like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be, this misery will suffice.
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Could it be, this misery will suffice.
I found this song on my brothers Spotify playlist. He recently took his own life back in August 27, 19. Since then that I found it is all I listen too. You are loved bro I’m sorry I couldn’t save you from the pain. Rest easy big bro Ill see you soon love you forever!
As a Cold War vet 85-89 11B....Iraq combat vet 19D...07-11. I prefer to suffer in silence and listen to this tune for it puts words to what so many of us call life. A special salute to any other older Vets now caring for an elderly parent.