See me down, see me out
See those wings you gave me
Watch me fly across the sea
Count the ways you made me
Walked in circles, walked the line
Tripped through tangled heart strings
Made an enemy of time
Made a mess of all things.
All things
I have thought and think about
What and how to tell you
I have lived it seems without
Learning how to be true
But I meant every word I said
From deranged to divine
And I would do it all again
As if for the first time.
The first time
The hurt that the head forgets, the heart will always remember
The hold that the hand regrets, the heart remembers forever
I am sorry, I am so
For the things you don’t know
And as for the things you do
I am sorry for those too
Out of every broken heart
Broken rule and promise
I have made a rescue raft
And sail towards you on it.
On it
The hurt that the head forgets, the heart will always remember
The hold that the hand regrets, the heart remembers forever
Do you do you want me
Do you know how to show
How to show these things
I just didn’t want to have to ask
Just didn’t want to have to
Least of all people
You
Should you find someone with whom
There’s no shiver or shout
With whom never to assume
To much rain or a drought
Scratch your name into her heart
Scratch away all the doubt
Scratch my memory from your brain
I’ll scratch her fucking eyes out.
Eyes out
I was put together wrong
Still I was made for you
When our stitches come undone
We come together like glue.
Like glue