See how nice it is inside
The walls of the asylum
See how nice it is that I
May have a place that I can be safe
And I don’t have to bother anyone
And I don’t have to be a reminder
That You could have a child in a cell
And You don’t have to blame yourself
Flaws. Pills. Isolation. Hell
The doctor will always tell you
The treatments work
Because I’m too exhausted to cry
To yell, to break anything, to hurt myself
Stop Asking. Stop Asking
Leaving your love ones to die
You can stop by anytime
Heading to the ledge to think again
Just seeing if it’s there
Because you can’t where the forest ends
Unless you stand right on the edge
I want to jump
I want to fly
I want to spit out all the pills
(Restart everything)
I want to jump
I want to fly
I want to fly
I want to fly
Another dose. Another dose
Treatment for symptoms sitting in his notes
The same result Sorrow
Just as long as you feel
You helped somehow
In the eyes of our family
In the eyes of our neighbors
As long as I’m safe
And you can find peace
Your body will atrophy
Your lungs both will atrophy
But misery stays strong
Your body will atrophy
Your lungs both will atrophy
But misery stays strong
But its ok it’s fine
I’m completely broken
I’m not going to pretend I’m swallowing pills
You don’t even have to check
JUMP. FLY. JUMP. FLY
Maybe I won’t even descend
I could go and find
A place with warmth in it
Wouldn’t even need treatments
When you love someone so much
You lock them in a room
When you love someone so much
You lock them in a room
I want to think I’m being fixed
But death could do it soon
When you love someone so much
You lock them in a room
Heading to the ledge to think again